Wednesday, June 11, 2014

The final week- Week 4!

Monday, June 2
Breakfast- 2 eggs over easy in lettuce boats with bacon. Like an egg sandwich!

Snack- coffee and nuts

Lunch- Puerto Rican beef (oldie but goodie recipe) 
Carrots 
Apple

Dinner- spinach salad with chicken, egg, guac, bacon.
Side of plantain chips
Homemade vinaigrette - fabulous!


Fruit- pineapple and mango with coconut shreds

Tuesday, June 3

Breakfast- smoothie- almond milk, vanilla protein, strawberries, blueberries, almond butter, coconut oil
Almonds
Iced coffee

Lunch- butternut squash chili
Pineapple and mango slices
Apple with AB


Dinner- buffalo chicken drummies
Sweet potato fries
Dijon mustard 


Wednesday, June 4
Breakfast- 2 eggs, bacon, lettuce boats 
Almonds - snack

Lunch - tuna steak, salad with mushrooms and snap peas, plantain chips, avocado


Snack- banana with AB

Dinner- apple (shared with Liam)
Burger boats (patent pending) with mushrooms, sweet potato fries and homemade Paleo approved Ranch


Thursday, June 5
Breakfast- egg, spinach, sausage frittata with acorn squash and hot sauce over all
Iced coffee

Snack- almonds



Lunch- pecan crusted chicken
Carmelized plantains
Banana with AB

Dinner - chicken stir fry (peppers, chicken, mushrooms, bok choy, onion, garlic) in lettuce boats

**we started slowly reintroducing things this weekend. In Nathan's words, "I'm done."


Friday, June 6- just so happens to be National Donut Day and yes I had a half of the cake batter one. Did I feel good after? No. Do I eat donuts every day or even 2-3 times a month? No. Was it delicious? Yes. Did I need it? No.  For me, it's hearing my own voice and the power to say no. 

Breakfast- smoothie - almond milk, almonds, kale, strawberries, chocolate protein powder 


Snack- almonds and Larabar



Lunch- kale salad with avocado, chicken, mushrooms, green onion, hazelnuts, homemade vinaigrette 


Dinner- deer steaks, grilled asparagus, sweet potato crisps
I also shared a beer with Nathan this night

Saturday, June 7
Breakfast- smoothie and almond meal pancakes 
Half of brownie donut
Iced coffee

Lunch- Crazy Bowls and Wraps- spicy chicken fajita 
Yes, this had qunoia and no I didn't eat all or most of it and a side of chips. I ate them and felt "heavy"

Dinner- sesame seed salmon with cashews and bok choy 
Snap peas with olive oil on side 


And....half a red velvet cupcake 


I feel I need to be honest about eating not so great foods the last 3 days. I ate them and I felt icky after and fine the next day. People keep asking if we'll do this again. We probably won't set aside 30 days to do exactly this (or maybe we will, who knows?!) but this WILL become a majority of how we eat forever. Will we occasionally eat out? Yes. Will we drink alcohol? For sure. Will I eat a cupcake every day? No. (For the record they were from a birthday party). 
What will change is our flexibility. We won't pack an entire cooler for a day trip to my brother's because we can't eat their food. We'll pack snacks and choose the best we can when we're out. That's all anyone can do. In control when we have it and smart when we don't. 

Sunday, June 8
Breakfast- 2 eggs on lettuce boats, turkey slices with half avocado and hot sauce. A few bites of almond meal pancakes 


Lunch- seafood enchilada (recipe:Every Day Paleo book)

Apple, pecan Brussel sprout salad (recipe: http://ancestralchef.com/paleo-apple-pecan-brussels-sprouts-recipe/)


Dinner- sweet potato with pico 


Salad with hard boiled egg, broccoli, hazelnuts 




My Whole 30 takeaway:
1. I am the skinniest I have ever been in my adult life. I fit into a size 2 dress at Old Navy yesterday (it ran big though). So if you're looking to really drop serious weight: skip the grains, sugar and alcohol. I hope I stay around this weight or 3-5lbs heavier, but I'm pleased with the results.

2. Sweet potatoes are my favorite staple- mashed, cubed, under an egg in the morning, oven baked as fries. The possibilities are endless and for $2 a bag at Aldi, they last forever.

3. I love experimenting with new food. Bok choy, fish oil, acorn squash.  I'm thankful to say we have found some true staples that I can make once a week and not get bored with.

4.  New favorite cookbooks/sites - Everyday Paleo, Paleomg (website).  Looking to get The Paleo Kitchen book which came out yesterday.  I also follow a lot of Paleo people on Instagram and get ideas that way.

5.Flexibility - you've got to be flexible in life and there was zero on this plan.  For 30 days.  But it taught me a lot about planning ahead and prepping and making sure Liam was taken care of as well. **Some have asked if he "had" to do it too.  He mostly eats what we eat with a few exceptions: he eats gluten free banana/pumpkin pancakes for breakfast and often gets crackers or organic cheddar bunnies to munch on.  But he also favors salmon, ribs, broccoli, acorn squash, eggs, spinach and sweet potatoes.



So.....was it worth it?  - Well, that depends on what you're putting worth in.  For me, yes it was. It brought back the reality of the control I always had over what I ate.  I just lost it somehow amidst Easter candy, gin, and puppy chow (now there's a combo =)  I will say this, however: I've had a lot of (I would call it negative) feedback from people who think I'm "too skinny" or not eating enough.  First of all, this is untrue.  I ate so much on this plan.  It just happened to be things that my body processed better than grains and beer.  And it's interesting to me that I always wanted to be the thin girl growing up.  Then it turned into wanting to be the strong girl.  And now that I feel like I'm both, it's not good enough for some people.  I thought I would only be self conscious at a higher weight.  Turns out, the insecurities stay with you no matter what size.  That is, until you conquer the fear that's really going on inside of you.   

Let's talk $$$$ - I spent a ton on this plan.  It's hard to know exactly how much b/c many of my over $100 trips to Trader Joe's or Walmart were for tons of meat, almond meal, almond butter and other items we haven't burned entirely through.  It's always been hard for me to differentiate budget based on weekly vs monthly vs pantry, etc.  Plus, we get a bi-weekly shipment of organic and locally grown produce which is about $45 each time.  At one point, I was going to the store every 2 days.  This was too much.  But now I feel like I know what our staples are and what we need to get us through a week.  Here's my suggestions on quality/price/organic/not organic:

Buy at Aldi
Unsweetened Almond Milk ($2.39)
Organic Spinach or kale ($2.49 a package)
Uncured bacon $3 (something)
Nitrate free lunch meat
Organic apples ($4 something)
Organic cherry tomatoes
Wild caught frozen salmon fillets ($7 about?)
**make sure seafood/fish is Wild caught and not farm raised.
Frozen fruit - they have organic but I skip organic usually on frozen fruit

Not Organic stuff to buy at Aldi:
Sweet potatoes ($2 a package)
Olive Oil
Balsamic Vinegar
Nuts - pistachios, natural almonds (no salt)
Pineapple (as low as .99 and btw, I bought it for less than a dollar and then went to Schnucks and they were very proud to advertise it for $3.99...not a deal!)
Mangos, Avocados, bananas, lemon, limes, asparagus, cauliflower - these are all the clean 15 so buy them at Aldi!  It does not matter!!!!!

**Aldi will occasionally have "special buys" so I'm always checking the center freezer section and meat section.  About once in a blue moon, they have grass fed beef for $4.94 a pound!  This is better than TJ's and I buy all of them when it's in.  They also have duck and lamb which are usually minimally processed and not grain fed, so you don't have to worry about buying organic/free-range whatever.

**Aldi is also stocking many "gluten free" items like crackers, chips, cake mix, brownie mix, etc.  Be VERY CAUTIOUS  with things like this.   A lot of people think "gluten free" means healthy and not grains.  Well, really it's like a faux grain masking as something else.  I have bought gluten free crackers for Liam and pretzels, but buying a cake mix just feels wrong.  If I'm having cake, I'm doing it for reals!

Wal-mart
Harvestland chicken - they have fillets, drumsticks, thighs, frozen breasts - all free range, grass fed, antibiotic/hormone free
**btw - all chicken has to be "hormone free" so double check your labels that it is free range, antibiotic free.  Perdue chicken did me in with this one time.
Butternut squash, acorn squash, other specialty produce - sometimes I needed cilantro or bok choy or leeks and this just isn't at Aldi so I would get them at Schnucks or Walmart

Trader Joe's
Ghee - separated butter - about $3.99
Himalayan pink salt
Eggs - free range/brown (or get at Walmart)
Almond butter - make the label reads "Almonds" for the ingredients and that's it!
Almond meal/Cashew meal - this replaces breading in dishes but I've used it to make pancakes, cookies, bars, etc.  It's tasty.  A little pricey but cheaper than buying the amount of almonds it would take to grind into the meal.

It does get pricey over time.  Here's what we have found works for us on a "real" budget.  (PS, I get very frustrated with people posting things on Pinterest about how to feed a family of 7 for $25 a week.  Ok, that's exaggerating, but yes, I suppose it can be done.  However, usually, it is with things like white potatoes, mac and cheese, beans, etc.  That's fine for some, but we have gluten issues, dairy issues, and can't/won't eat that stuff)  So back to reality, we prioritize grass fed beef and free range chicken, free range eggs, organic spinach, unsweetened almond milk and nitrate free lunch meat.  I "try" to buy most of our produce that is on the dirty dozen as organic, but if I know I've spent a lot that week, I buy conventional and wash it with fruit wash.  You have to give in some areas.   

Throughout this process and mostly near the end, I was inspired by the idea of doing something for 30 days.  If I can overhaul my diet for 30 days, what else can I change???  Maybe 30 days of exercise or more importantly, 30 days of fervent prayer.  I believe that is what I will do next.  More than the smaller pant size and more than the control over food I feel I have back, I felt empowered to actually conquer something.  In too many areas of my life, I've been afraid to try or afraid I will be bad or of failure.  Well, I didn't fail at this and had great results.  What would happen if we grabbed a hold of the very things holding us back and just attempted a change for 30 days.  1 month.  They say it takes 3 weeks to form a habit and honestly, this plan was no different.  By the third week, this was our new way of eating.  It didn't feel so contrived and foreign anymore. Go ahead and try the Whole 30 for yourself and see that it doesn't reveal other areas where you can man/woman up and conquer.  For me, this journey is just beginning.  I can't wait to see where it ends, but like I said in week 1, it starts with food.  

Cheers and thanks for following my journey!

Kelli

 









Sunday, June 1, 2014

Whole 30- week 3!

Monday, May 26

Breakfast- smoothie - almond milk, almonds, kale, banana, frozen strawberries and raspberries, pecans

Egg with leftover sausage over kale

Snack @ Busch Stadium - pistachios, almonds, half an apple

Dinner- Chipolte 
Strawberry slices with lite coconut milk
Pistachios
Sweet kiss organic decaf tea 


Tuesday, May 27

Breakfast- banana with AB
4-5 raspberries
Sweet potato, egg, sausage casserole with spinach and mushrooms


Snack- pistachio and almond mix

Lunch- spaghetti squash pizza dish 
Carrots
Apple

Dinner- spinach salad with grilled chicken slices, guacamole, boiled egg, tomatoes and oven baked sweet potatoes on the side 

Wednesday, May 28

Breakfast- banana with AB
Iced coffee
Egg scramble with sausage, kale and sweet potato chips 


Snack- apple with AB

Dinner- turkey burger with oven roasted sweet potato slices 
This was less than ideal for a meal. It was late and I wanted something fast.

Thursday, May 29
Breakfast- banana with AB
Iced coffee
Sweet potato egg bake 
Hard boiled egg


Snack- almonds and pistachios

Lunch- leftover spaghetti squash pizza bake, carrots

Snack- apple with cashew butter (new at Aldi!)

Dinner - pecan crusted chicken
Zucchini fries with paleo bloomin' onion sauce 

Friday, May 30


Breakfast- 2 over easy eggs with sausage, kale and green pepper
Banana with AB
Iced coffee

Lunch- sweet potato
Chicken salad- sliced almonds, avocado, raisins, and apple slices 


Dinner- tuna steaks on the grill with guacamole 
Side spinach salad
Dessert -
Homemade ice cream (more like a fruit sorbet)- delicious!







Saturday, May 31
Breakfast- smoothies
Egg scramble (eggs, spinach, breakfast sausage)

*thats Liam's banana pancake in the background

Lunch- chicken salad with hard boiled egg, avocado, raisins, almond slices
Apple with AB

Dinner-we had a friend's birthday party and this was probably the hardest challenge because they had amazing, even healthy, food, but we still couldn't eat most of it.

We still filled up on salsa, veggies, guacamole, fruit like strawberries, pineapple, and mango.  Grilled chicken drumsticks which had a ginger glaze

I "accidently" drank some sangria, but literally 2 sips and I already noticed the too sweetness of it.

And we left with 4 of these bad boys...
That's a tiramisu cupcake and it's huge. And we have 1 for each of us. And a red velvet for each of us as well. Gosh, these were hard to avoid.

Sunday, June 1

Breakfast- smoothies (with protein powder) 
*our protein is casein free and comes derived from grass fed cows so we aren't really feeling bad about using some occasionally. 

Snack- banana with cashew butter

Lunch- butternut squash chili with avocado (recipe: http://paleomg.com/butternut-squash-curry-chili/)




Dinner- beef burgers on lettuc with Dijon mustard and tomato slices
Plantain chips 

Dessert - homemade ice cream (leftover) topped with almond slices and hazelnut slices



This week went pretty well, and I did finally come to terms with some of the food addictions/negative relationships I have with food.  I realized that I finally don't feel the need to have a drink or sweet at night, and I want it to stay that way.  Not because alcohol is wrong or bad, but that and sweets turned into a "reward" for running 10 miles in a day or spending an exhausting night with Liam.  I got to where I thought I deserved those things.  If I want them, I can have them, but I want to be more conscience of what and when I eat moving forward.  Most people wouldn't think I have a bad relationship with food b/c it's not an outright noticeable addiction.  But I'm not okay with it.  I grew up thinking I was the overweight, chubby kid.  I thought that not eating breakfast and only eating French fries and a yogurt meant I would lose weight (sidenote: I didn't).  Overtime, my insecurities have manifested different ways (overexercising, small meals, etc).  Some of them still rear their head today.  However, eating well and eating much (with the Whole 30) has allowed me to give up some of the have to have sweets every day and the negative feeling I get after eating them.  Ice cream is a great treat and I fully intend to eat 2 of those above cupcakes, but I don't need them every night.  And shouldn't.  

Going forward, we're excited to incorporate most of Whole 30 into the rest of our lives, with a few exceptions and truly conscious thought about what we do put into our bodies.  

1 more week left!




Sunday, May 25, 2014

Whole 30- week 2!

Week 2!
Sunday night- meal prep for the zoo. I would probably just get something at the zoo and spend money on garbage, but spending this time preparing a healthy meal was definitely worth it.

Monday, May 19

Breakfast- iced espresso from Starbucks
2 eggs with peppers, Roma tomato, over kale.
2 huge scoops of almond butter- this has turned into our sweetness at meals




Lunch- salads with grilled chicken, avocado, tomatoes, mushrooms, almonds, peppers, topped with oil and vinegar
Apple with almond butter- we went through 1 jar in a week!

Dinner - turkey burger topped with bacon over mixed greens, brocollini, sweet potatoe fries with BBQ sauce and Dijon 


Tuesday, May 20 
Breakfast- 2 scrambled eggs, bacon, peppers, kale. Apple with AB (no pic)

Snack- 4 celery sticks in AB

Lunch- leftover cauliflower rice mixture with smoked chicken. Plantain chips dipped in avocado mash.


Dinner - Leftover chicken and kale soup
Snap peas dipped in olive oil with salt and pepper
Fruit salad - pineapple, mango and strawberries with almond meal/butter crumble on top

I was feeling very lethargic today.  Like massive starve mode.  So I literally ate leftover chicken, cold from a ziplock bag.  It was just what I needed!



Wednesday, May 21
Breakfast - Iced coffee
Egg, sausage, spinach frittata with mashed sweet potatoes
Pineapple and mango slices

Snack - almonds



Lunch - Salad with peppers, cherry tomatoes, chicken and snap peas.  Oil and vinegar dressing
Plantain chips with mashed avocado
Apple with AB

Dinner - Mexican Paleo Soup (recipe: http://wearegustafson.blogspot.com/2013/09/paleo-mexican-soup-whole-30-recipe.html)
Topped with sliced avocado




Dessert - Paleo Apple Crisp (recipe: http://browneyedquail.wordpress.com/2013/06/19/paleo-apple-crisp/) **minus the honey




Thursday, May 22

Breakfast - Banana and AB, 2 eggs over eggplant ratatouille
Iced coffee




Snack - almonds

Lunch - Grassfed beef grilled burger with a slice of bacon
leftover broccolini 
Mixed greens salad with cherry tomatoes and oil and vinegar dressing

Snack - Apple with cinnamon and AB

Dinner - Homemade taco meet over a salad with sliced avocado




Spoonfuls of Almond Butter....not joking
Strawberry cobbler (leftover)
Fruit slices


**today was interesting.  Although I do get hungry, I find that I eat because I'm bored.  I had a snack today, but wasn't really hungry.  It was just "that time of day".  The Whole 30 is supposed to clean up that stuff.  I'm pretty sure I'm failing in that aspect.  

And I'm cranky.  I'm mean.  I want what I want.  I literally don't miss any particular food.  I just miss being able to have what I want, when I want.  #firstworldprobs right?!  We both want to give up.  And our stomachs have been a wreck.  Like bloated and feel like literal crap, but can't go to the bathroom.  And I have no energy which makes me want to mindless eat.  And I'm sick of eggs for breakfast.  I love them, but I'm sick of them.  And I have until June 10th with them.  


Friday, May 23

Breakfast - Panera Iced Coffee
Power bowl - steak, 2 eggs, tomato and avocado - superb

Snack - banana and almond butter (2 hours after breakfast)



Lunch - Lettuce, avocado
Taco meat mixture
Apple

*this lunch was rushed, and honestly, I found that I wasn't too hungry.  I've been busy at school wrapping up the year so lunch has been on the go this week.

Dinner - Puerto Rican beef over sweet potatoes (repeat dish!)
Avocado


*I had to attend our high school graduation tonight which usually ensues a teacher outing with fried food, drinks, and fun.  I had tons of fun....but none of the other stuff.  And (drum role please.....) I felt fine.  I took my snack of almonds in and had two glasses of ice water with lemon, and felt great.  Oh sure, the fried green beans, ranch, fried pickles, etc all looked and smelled amazing.  And I had the thought for a few days that I might allow myself 1 drink.  What's 1 drink?!

But I stuck to my plan and I was amazed how empowered I felt.  If I had eaten just 1 green bean or sipped 1 little drink, it's not like this whole thing wouldn't count, but it was bigger than that for me.  It was BEING ABLE to say 'no thank you' and knowing I would feel better, later.  Not in the moment.  In the moment, I wanted all the ranch dressing and drinks from everyone's drinks.  But later on my way home, I felt amazing and I woke up amazing.  It was a bit of breakthrough for me.


This.....did not get to me that night!



Saturday, May 24th
 Nathan made me a smoothie this morning and I was starving for it...

We decided to occasionally add almond milk into our plan for variety and realistic of what we would eat after it's over.

He doesn't remember what was in this, but we did not put in our wonderful cassein-free, grass fed protein powder b/c it is sweetened with stevia.  And on the Whole 30, Stevia is a no no.  So we "think" this has almond milk, nuts of some sort, strawberries, spinach and maybe one other thing.



I took Liam to the park to run in the morning, we stopped off for coffee and a Target run, then we came home around 11.  Liam ate and went down for a nap and I laid outside for some sun and to actually read It Starts with Food.  I haven't technically finished it, although I've read the highlights and how to do the program.  But, it was very much needed.  We've both been down here and there with cravings, being starved between meals, and just lamenting the foods we can't have (mostly beer and ice cream;)  

But after reading a few chapters out loud, we were both back on the game plan.  Just reading scenarios of people who have our diets and lives (terrible sleep, stress, grazing all day, cortisol levels out of whack) gave me inspiration to keep going and finally be proud of our accomplishment thus far.  

To read all about metabolic syndrome, hormones, insulin, etc and how when 1 is out of whack, they all are.  We read through the numerous (read - page full) of ailments and illness, some which affect us and our close family, and how NEARLY ALL OF THEM are attributed to what we eat.  All of this information just astounds me, yet it doesn't surprise me.  We are the sickest we've ever been and very few are willing to point towards our diets.  

If I could tell you, you could have the life you wanted: full amounts of energy, ability to exercise and work, great night's sleep every night, few sicknesses/ailments/illnesses....would you want to hear more?  Of course you would!  But what if I told you to change everything you're currently eating.  Commit to a life of fruits, veggies, and lean meats.  And your body would heal itself.  Would you do it?!  I think that's where we struggle.  Because all of that WOULD BE HARD.  Well, so is sickness.  And both of us have wanted to quit, but as the book puts it, "This isn't hard.  Having a baby is hard.  Fighting cancer is hard.  Not putting cream in your coffee IS NOT HARD."  

Wow, I got my motivation back and strangely enough, I feel better today.  Not ravaged between meals, not starving, not needing a snack.  

I even forgot to have lunch until 3 (which I don't recommend ever...we just got talking and reading and I sort of forgot)

Lunch - leftover Mexican Paleo soup with avocado (no picture)

Dinner - Ahi tuna steak topped with homemade pico, sweet potato fries, plantain chips dipped in guacamole.

This dinner was amazing....and I wasn't even hungry.  The book says around week 3, your hormones should level out and you won't hate the world anymore b/c you are low on refined carbs.


Sunday, May 25 - end of week 2!
2 eggs
2 ham slices
spinach
pico sauce

Half of iced coffee (leftover from yesterday)


Snack - I had a banana with AB around 10:45.  Not b/c I was hungry but b/c it "felt like snack time"  (I'm still working on the not eating in between meals part =)

Lunch - 1 Sweet potato topped with smoked chicken and bacon
green and red peppers
Pico, avocado
4-5 roasted eggplant slices

Yes, I was full after this!

Dinner - Kale with cherry tomatoes, olives and oil and vinegar 
Grass fed beef burger with 2 slices of bacon
leftover Sweet potato fries

Strawberries in coconut milk and coconut shavings
Decaf green tea




This week has really started to look up.  When all we wanted to do was give up, we reread the book and got re-motivated.  One thing we both appreciated from the authors is their realistic approach to this program.  They don't expect you to never eat sugar or never drink alcohol.  They even say it's not realistic, but they want to give you the tools to make conscience decisions where your health is concerned.  And give you all the resources and science to back that up.  

This was big for me b/c 2 things I really struggle with are having a sweet every day (sometimes more than once) and drinking alcohol.  I would probably have a drink 4-5 nights a week.  Could be glass of wine or sharing a beer with my husband or a martini after a long weekend.  This would be my unwind time.  And I couldn't get a handle on it.  I often think, "Well, I am exhausted from my evening with my 1 year old.  I need a drink.  I've earned it."  And once the alcohol hit, my decision making skills flew by the wayside and I had no problem eating a small bowl of ice cream or perhaps Easter candy we have stashed.  

The thing is, I don't need to earn food.  If I want it, I can have it.  But that was my justification.  And I'm finally realizing that.  At graduation, I kept thinking, "but this is my reward for a long year.  To go out with my friends and drink and relax."  Well, I didn't drink and I didn't feel deprived and I did relax and have fun.  But getting over that hump has been challenging.  But I feel empowered and motivated moving forward.

Nathan doesn't have a post this week, but I asked for his comments.  His are very similar to mine in that he now doesn't feel starved in between meals and his digestion issues (which he's always had) have lessened.  Even after the Whole 30, we know there are certain things that can not be a part of our diets going forward.  

My take aways from this week:

1.  Stick it out - things that are worth it are always hard in the beginning

2.  Critics - there will always be naysayers, and guess what, they can talk when they've done it

3.  Money - good food is expensive.  That part is killing me.  But hey, so are doctor visits and illnesses

4.  Prep - it takes a lot to plan out our meals each week.  Just today (Sunday) I have made pancakes for Liam, egg souffle, salmon, chicken breasts, paleo spaghetti pizza...woof.  I spend a lot of time making food, going to the grocery store, and washing dishes.  Meh, no good.

5.  Halfway - we are almost halfway there....


YAY!