Sunday, May 25, 2014

Whole 30- week 2!

Week 2!
Sunday night- meal prep for the zoo. I would probably just get something at the zoo and spend money on garbage, but spending this time preparing a healthy meal was definitely worth it.

Monday, May 19

Breakfast- iced espresso from Starbucks
2 eggs with peppers, Roma tomato, over kale.
2 huge scoops of almond butter- this has turned into our sweetness at meals




Lunch- salads with grilled chicken, avocado, tomatoes, mushrooms, almonds, peppers, topped with oil and vinegar
Apple with almond butter- we went through 1 jar in a week!

Dinner - turkey burger topped with bacon over mixed greens, brocollini, sweet potatoe fries with BBQ sauce and Dijon 


Tuesday, May 20 
Breakfast- 2 scrambled eggs, bacon, peppers, kale. Apple with AB (no pic)

Snack- 4 celery sticks in AB

Lunch- leftover cauliflower rice mixture with smoked chicken. Plantain chips dipped in avocado mash.


Dinner - Leftover chicken and kale soup
Snap peas dipped in olive oil with salt and pepper
Fruit salad - pineapple, mango and strawberries with almond meal/butter crumble on top

I was feeling very lethargic today.  Like massive starve mode.  So I literally ate leftover chicken, cold from a ziplock bag.  It was just what I needed!



Wednesday, May 21
Breakfast - Iced coffee
Egg, sausage, spinach frittata with mashed sweet potatoes
Pineapple and mango slices

Snack - almonds



Lunch - Salad with peppers, cherry tomatoes, chicken and snap peas.  Oil and vinegar dressing
Plantain chips with mashed avocado
Apple with AB

Dinner - Mexican Paleo Soup (recipe: http://wearegustafson.blogspot.com/2013/09/paleo-mexican-soup-whole-30-recipe.html)
Topped with sliced avocado




Dessert - Paleo Apple Crisp (recipe: http://browneyedquail.wordpress.com/2013/06/19/paleo-apple-crisp/) **minus the honey




Thursday, May 22

Breakfast - Banana and AB, 2 eggs over eggplant ratatouille
Iced coffee




Snack - almonds

Lunch - Grassfed beef grilled burger with a slice of bacon
leftover broccolini 
Mixed greens salad with cherry tomatoes and oil and vinegar dressing

Snack - Apple with cinnamon and AB

Dinner - Homemade taco meet over a salad with sliced avocado




Spoonfuls of Almond Butter....not joking
Strawberry cobbler (leftover)
Fruit slices


**today was interesting.  Although I do get hungry, I find that I eat because I'm bored.  I had a snack today, but wasn't really hungry.  It was just "that time of day".  The Whole 30 is supposed to clean up that stuff.  I'm pretty sure I'm failing in that aspect.  

And I'm cranky.  I'm mean.  I want what I want.  I literally don't miss any particular food.  I just miss being able to have what I want, when I want.  #firstworldprobs right?!  We both want to give up.  And our stomachs have been a wreck.  Like bloated and feel like literal crap, but can't go to the bathroom.  And I have no energy which makes me want to mindless eat.  And I'm sick of eggs for breakfast.  I love them, but I'm sick of them.  And I have until June 10th with them.  


Friday, May 23

Breakfast - Panera Iced Coffee
Power bowl - steak, 2 eggs, tomato and avocado - superb

Snack - banana and almond butter (2 hours after breakfast)



Lunch - Lettuce, avocado
Taco meat mixture
Apple

*this lunch was rushed, and honestly, I found that I wasn't too hungry.  I've been busy at school wrapping up the year so lunch has been on the go this week.

Dinner - Puerto Rican beef over sweet potatoes (repeat dish!)
Avocado


*I had to attend our high school graduation tonight which usually ensues a teacher outing with fried food, drinks, and fun.  I had tons of fun....but none of the other stuff.  And (drum role please.....) I felt fine.  I took my snack of almonds in and had two glasses of ice water with lemon, and felt great.  Oh sure, the fried green beans, ranch, fried pickles, etc all looked and smelled amazing.  And I had the thought for a few days that I might allow myself 1 drink.  What's 1 drink?!

But I stuck to my plan and I was amazed how empowered I felt.  If I had eaten just 1 green bean or sipped 1 little drink, it's not like this whole thing wouldn't count, but it was bigger than that for me.  It was BEING ABLE to say 'no thank you' and knowing I would feel better, later.  Not in the moment.  In the moment, I wanted all the ranch dressing and drinks from everyone's drinks.  But later on my way home, I felt amazing and I woke up amazing.  It was a bit of breakthrough for me.


This.....did not get to me that night!



Saturday, May 24th
 Nathan made me a smoothie this morning and I was starving for it...

We decided to occasionally add almond milk into our plan for variety and realistic of what we would eat after it's over.

He doesn't remember what was in this, but we did not put in our wonderful cassein-free, grass fed protein powder b/c it is sweetened with stevia.  And on the Whole 30, Stevia is a no no.  So we "think" this has almond milk, nuts of some sort, strawberries, spinach and maybe one other thing.



I took Liam to the park to run in the morning, we stopped off for coffee and a Target run, then we came home around 11.  Liam ate and went down for a nap and I laid outside for some sun and to actually read It Starts with Food.  I haven't technically finished it, although I've read the highlights and how to do the program.  But, it was very much needed.  We've both been down here and there with cravings, being starved between meals, and just lamenting the foods we can't have (mostly beer and ice cream;)  

But after reading a few chapters out loud, we were both back on the game plan.  Just reading scenarios of people who have our diets and lives (terrible sleep, stress, grazing all day, cortisol levels out of whack) gave me inspiration to keep going and finally be proud of our accomplishment thus far.  

To read all about metabolic syndrome, hormones, insulin, etc and how when 1 is out of whack, they all are.  We read through the numerous (read - page full) of ailments and illness, some which affect us and our close family, and how NEARLY ALL OF THEM are attributed to what we eat.  All of this information just astounds me, yet it doesn't surprise me.  We are the sickest we've ever been and very few are willing to point towards our diets.  

If I could tell you, you could have the life you wanted: full amounts of energy, ability to exercise and work, great night's sleep every night, few sicknesses/ailments/illnesses....would you want to hear more?  Of course you would!  But what if I told you to change everything you're currently eating.  Commit to a life of fruits, veggies, and lean meats.  And your body would heal itself.  Would you do it?!  I think that's where we struggle.  Because all of that WOULD BE HARD.  Well, so is sickness.  And both of us have wanted to quit, but as the book puts it, "This isn't hard.  Having a baby is hard.  Fighting cancer is hard.  Not putting cream in your coffee IS NOT HARD."  

Wow, I got my motivation back and strangely enough, I feel better today.  Not ravaged between meals, not starving, not needing a snack.  

I even forgot to have lunch until 3 (which I don't recommend ever...we just got talking and reading and I sort of forgot)

Lunch - leftover Mexican Paleo soup with avocado (no picture)

Dinner - Ahi tuna steak topped with homemade pico, sweet potato fries, plantain chips dipped in guacamole.

This dinner was amazing....and I wasn't even hungry.  The book says around week 3, your hormones should level out and you won't hate the world anymore b/c you are low on refined carbs.


Sunday, May 25 - end of week 2!
2 eggs
2 ham slices
spinach
pico sauce

Half of iced coffee (leftover from yesterday)


Snack - I had a banana with AB around 10:45.  Not b/c I was hungry but b/c it "felt like snack time"  (I'm still working on the not eating in between meals part =)

Lunch - 1 Sweet potato topped with smoked chicken and bacon
green and red peppers
Pico, avocado
4-5 roasted eggplant slices

Yes, I was full after this!

Dinner - Kale with cherry tomatoes, olives and oil and vinegar 
Grass fed beef burger with 2 slices of bacon
leftover Sweet potato fries

Strawberries in coconut milk and coconut shavings
Decaf green tea




This week has really started to look up.  When all we wanted to do was give up, we reread the book and got re-motivated.  One thing we both appreciated from the authors is their realistic approach to this program.  They don't expect you to never eat sugar or never drink alcohol.  They even say it's not realistic, but they want to give you the tools to make conscience decisions where your health is concerned.  And give you all the resources and science to back that up.  

This was big for me b/c 2 things I really struggle with are having a sweet every day (sometimes more than once) and drinking alcohol.  I would probably have a drink 4-5 nights a week.  Could be glass of wine or sharing a beer with my husband or a martini after a long weekend.  This would be my unwind time.  And I couldn't get a handle on it.  I often think, "Well, I am exhausted from my evening with my 1 year old.  I need a drink.  I've earned it."  And once the alcohol hit, my decision making skills flew by the wayside and I had no problem eating a small bowl of ice cream or perhaps Easter candy we have stashed.  

The thing is, I don't need to earn food.  If I want it, I can have it.  But that was my justification.  And I'm finally realizing that.  At graduation, I kept thinking, "but this is my reward for a long year.  To go out with my friends and drink and relax."  Well, I didn't drink and I didn't feel deprived and I did relax and have fun.  But getting over that hump has been challenging.  But I feel empowered and motivated moving forward.

Nathan doesn't have a post this week, but I asked for his comments.  His are very similar to mine in that he now doesn't feel starved in between meals and his digestion issues (which he's always had) have lessened.  Even after the Whole 30, we know there are certain things that can not be a part of our diets going forward.  

My take aways from this week:

1.  Stick it out - things that are worth it are always hard in the beginning

2.  Critics - there will always be naysayers, and guess what, they can talk when they've done it

3.  Money - good food is expensive.  That part is killing me.  But hey, so are doctor visits and illnesses

4.  Prep - it takes a lot to plan out our meals each week.  Just today (Sunday) I have made pancakes for Liam, egg souffle, salmon, chicken breasts, paleo spaghetti pizza...woof.  I spend a lot of time making food, going to the grocery store, and washing dishes.  Meh, no good.

5.  Halfway - we are almost halfway there....


YAY!









Sunday, May 18, 2014

Whole 30 Week 1

Whole 30 – Week 1
My goal for the weekly updates is to offer you food choices, recipes and links to them (I get most online) and what emotional/physical revelations I go through.  I’m also going to document what exercise I do.

Monday, May 12

Exercise – 4 miles @ 9 min/mile pace.

Weight – You’re not supposed to weigh yourself on the program, but I honestly wanted to know if I would lose weight.  I’m not trying to, nor do I want to.  I somehow lost 10 pounds since Christmas (maybe training for the marathon?) and went down a short/pant size.  I’m pleased, however, I have a bunch of clothes that I love that don’t fit now.  Like, comically don’t fit.  And I really can’t afford new clothes with all the clothes I already have.  So I’m really hoping to maintain.

Anyways, I weighed exactly 137 at the beginning of this program.

Breakfast – Sweet potatoes, kale, 1 Roma tomato, 2 eggs
Banana 
Lemon water
Small cup of black coffee
*This is a breakfast I sort of formulated with what veggies I had in the fridge.  It was amazing and totally filling. Not giving up my coffee yet.  Sans cream though.



Lunch – Cauliflower rice with ground meat, tomatoes, and yellow pepper
Carrots and snap peas on the side
Avocado on top of cauliflower mixture.



*Love having avocado every day

Snack – Mango

Almonds and strawberries

 

**The hardest part was realizing that I graze on Liam’s food too.  He typically eats what we do, but he has some crackers occasionally. I usually bite them down to size for him.  I, unconsciously, almost did this several times.  I even licked my fingers after giving him a Wheat Thin out of habit.  Just salt isn’t cheating right?

Tuesday, May 13
Exercise – Elliptical at gym + weights.  (I will write out one of my typical workouts later on down the page)

Breakfast – Sweet potatoes, 2 organic apples, tons of almond butter
8 oz black coffee


Lunch – Salad with cherry tomatoes, almonds, mushrooms, carrots with oil and vinegar dressing
Spicy chicken – leftovers from the weekend (I can’t find the recipe, but it’s literally, diced onions in a crockpot, seasoned chicken with paprika, poultry seasoning, cayenne, chili powder, cumin on low for 6 hours.  Spicy, but good!)
**I forgot to take my phone to lunch.

Dinner – Salmon with avocado salsa (recipe - http://www.thecookierookie.com/salmon-with-avocado/)
Plantain chips with guacamole  - plantains look like bananas but are eaten like a potato. I sliced them up, fried them in olive oil and salt and pepper.  Good replacement for chips.


Feelings about the day – sort of apathetic today.  I found that I wasn’t particularly hungry in between meals, but still wanted to snack.  Maybe emotional attachment?  Just bored really.

Wednesday, May 14
Exercise – I usually work out in the mornings, so I set my alarm, but I just absolutely could not get out of bed this morning.  Could be lack of carbs or just lack of energy in general.  I’m typically tired on most days, but this was ridiculous.  I worked out at school instead.

Breakfast – Banana with almond butter
2 eggs, kale, sweet potato hash, acorn squash, Roma tomato
8 oz black coffee


Lunch – Puerto Rican beef leftover with 1 avocado over sweet potato and a few bites of lamb from the week before.
Cucumber slices





Dinner – Cauliflower rice mixture
Salad with cucumber, cherry tomato and homemade ranch dressing (recipe - http://nomnompaleo.com/post/39474749548/whole30-day-2-paleo-mayonnaise



*This is not the exact recipe I used but it’s basically olive oil mayo, paprika, chives, parsley and salt and pepper.  Splash of lemon juice.  Pretty good =)

Thursday, May 15
Exercise – Ran 3.5 miles – this was very difficult for me.  Maybe it’s the lack of carbs?  I struggled to run at a decent pace.

Breakfast – Frozen berries, banana with almond butter, Egg frittata – with sausage, mushrooms and spinach
8 oz black coffee
Snack – dry, unsalted almonds 
 **No picture

Lunch – Salmon with avocado (leftovers from Tuesday)
Cucumber slices with homemade ranch

Dinner – Shrimp Scampi with zucchini (recipe: http://sweetcsdesigns.com/low-carb-paleo-shrimp-scampi/#more-11223)
Asparagus
Spinach salad with cherry tomatoes, snap peas, ½ avocado, oil and vinegar dressing



Friday, May 16
Breakfast – Banana with Almond butter


Lunch – Subway salad with every veggie and bacon and whole avocado
Dry, unsalted almonds



Snack – Apple with AB (almond butter) and cinnamon

Dinner – Smoked chicken (Nathan smoked this and it was amazing!  He doesn’t exactly remember what he put on it but something of: salt, pepper, red pepper flakes, paprika, thyme and oregano.  And Liam loved it too!)

Mashed cauliflower made with ghee, chives and garlic

Homemade BBQ








**I cheated and weighed myself this morning and I’m down to 133.4.  That’s about 4 lbs in 1 week!  Yikes!



Saturday, May 17
Exercise – Elliptical – 15 min, weight/cardio circuit – 30 min

Breakfast – Egg scramble with tomatoes, mushrooms, kale/spinach, green pepper
Banana with AB
Iced coffee from Panera (I can’t give up my coffee yet!)


Lunch- we were traveling to my nephew's 6th birthday party so Nathan ate before but I wasn't hungry. We had a looong trip for several reasons, so when we got there after 2, I was starving.

I packed all of our food (lunch and dinner) and honestly, it was a pain. More on that later...

I packed leftover eggplant ratatouille with an apple and AB. 

Dinner- consequently, we were still there for dinner just a few hours later. They had pizza and salad fix ins'. I used what they had for toppings and improvised with what I brought. 


Salad with canned chicken (mine), avocado, green, red and yellow peppers, cherry tomatoes. Topped with olive oil and pepper. They didn't have balsamic which would have balanced out the EVOO, but still tasty and filling. 

This was our first real temptation. Ice cream, cake, pizza, and my mom's puppy chow. Weekends are hard bc we constantly graze and they have always been my cheat day. Cheat days no more. 

When we got home, we were still hungry (which is a reoccurring theme these days) so I made a paleo berry cobbler with canned coconut milk poured over it.  

Recipe: From Everyday Paleo cookbook. 
I couldn't find it online, but it's basically frozen or fresh berries, topped with a crumbly mix of almond meal, 1 egg, cinnamon and ghee or coconut oil. Bake at 350 degrees for 35 min. We poured canned coconut milk from Trader Joe's on top. I'll be honest, it needed more sweetness. I was still hungry. But I drank a huge glass of water and went to bed hungry.




Sunday, May 18
Breakfast - 8 oz black coffee (peppermint flavor)
2 eggs with 1 Roma tomato and 2 slices of uncured ham (nitrate free)
Strawberries and almonds



Lunch - Chipolte Salad - chicken, fajita veggies, mild salsa with guacamole on top
Almond berry dessert (from last night)

Dinner - Bone broth soup - when Nathan slow smoked the chicken, he took the bones and made soup with organic carrots and celery.  We added kale and green peppers and onions later.  It is phenomenal.




Sunday is usually my food prep day for the week. We still have a bunch of leftovers and no space in the fridge so I didn't have room to make much.  We steamed some broccolini (sp) we had from a week ago and fried up some plantain chips in olive oil with garlic, s/p to dip in guacamole.  

Recap of the week:
Mentally - My mind was prepared, but man oh man, did I mentally want chips, cookies, treats, my mom's puppy chow on a lazy Sunday afternoon =)  Those cravings were hard and not hard all the same.  I keep reminding myself that I'm a grown adult.  If I want it, I can have it.  But this is more than that.  I'm not doing this to prove something to anyone.  I'm doing it to feel better.  To know that I can and do have willpower.  I don't HAVE to have that ice cream.  I don't need a glass of wine (although with the school year winding down, I question that at times).  
I think what's been particularly difficult is changing what my mind knows is "normal".  Putting Liam to bed, doing dishes, and than curling up on the couch with a.....water.  That's it.  I did cave and make the almond berry cobbler Saturday night after I was around ice cream, cake, and pizza all afternoon.  Did I "earn" it?  No.  We don't earn food.  But I was starving and I have become grossly aware of my craving for sweet.

What's weird is that the things I'm craving, I can actually taste more in my mouth in their absence.  I can't really explain it. Have I had bad food dreams?  No.  I have gotten so stressed about this not eating what I usually graze on?  No. It really hasn't been that difficult mentally overall.  It has just been fine tuning some of the not great habits we have.

Physically - I have been extremely tired.  And not doing anything particularly strenuous in my workouts, but running 3-4 days a week (3-5 miles each) and lifting/circuits.  But I have been tired.  Like legs weigh 50 pounds tired on my runs.  This is new.  I've been scaling back a bit.  I've also lost weight.  4 pounds as of today.  My goal is not to lose weight as I can't afford anymore clothes, but I guess I should be thankful.  I've also had some unexpected stomach/bathroom issues.  I'd like to think it's all the fiber, but I ate a lot of fiber before.  Maybe it will pass...

Financially - What sucks the most is that we are snacking on or eating fruits and veggies for meals.  That crap is expensive.  Think about how much a bag of apples cost.  Well, I'll tell you at Aldi, a bag of organic apples is around $4.50.  A bag of tortilla chips for us could last a week and cost around $2.  Ouch.  We will definitely be spending much more on groceries.  It's hard to know exactly how much b/c I stocked up before it started, but I'll try to figure a total later on.

Other stuff - I have never been more aware of the fast food/restaurant industry's schemes to get us to eat their food.  It's everywhere.  Although I knew this before, now, I can't have that food.  I never really ate it before, but there's something about making you want something when you can't have it.  What is this junk?!  We've probably all been there but it is terrible.  Never more have I wanted McDonald's new seasoned shake fries.  But I can taste them, and they're not good.  They aren't worth it.

Another struggle we have had and will have is traveling, trips, and parties.  Sure, if we stayed at home and just worked (packing our lunch), we'd be set!  But life is not like that.  Things come up.  We had my nephew's birthday party this Saturday and we had to pack our own food.  That could be disrespectful to some people as their guests.  It took a lot of prep, and time, and thinking.  And it stressed me out.  Normally, we could have gone, eaten light if we didn't want much, but still allowed ourselves the indulgence of cake and ice cream.  But we couldn't.  Well, we could have, but saying no is for our bodies.  It was hard, but it wasn't that hard.

All in all, a good first week, but we are counting down the days we can go back to normal.  That's not good I don't think, but meal planning and prep is a bear.  I soooo took for granted being able to snack on chips as a side or bread for a sandwich as a quick lunch.  Liam eats what we eat so we pack for him as well.  Ugh, toddlers and their eating.  That's another story....

Stay tuned this next week for our trip to the zoo and what we pack, graduation for my school, and Memorial Day.  

Nathan's recap for the week:

Whole 30 Week 1 in Review

With 25% of the Whole 30 behind me, I found myself reflecting this morning on the first week.  I can sum it up simply: hungry.

I'm doing the Whole 30 with Kel not just because I'm the perfect supportive husband, but to try to cure frequent, seemingly random gut pains and indigestion.  While reducing grain, sugar, and lentils in my everyday diet had helped, I'd never done a full Whole 30-type "cleanse" to heal the damage probably done by semi-weekly college Taco Bell runs.

Despite making dietary changes years ago, this week I still missed being able to grab a small bag of chips or surplus muffin that was laying around the work kitchen.  I struggled not to snack… I did have have some mixed nuts throughout the day to keep my stomach from grinding in on itself, saving my sanity.  I started to WAY overeat at meals out of fear I'd be hungry before the next!  Obviously something wasn't right.  A little web research suggested more good fats at meals so I upped the oil/avocado/nut intake at meals and by day 5 and 6 I was doing better.

Still, every time I get in the car I see restaurant signs for places I NEVER go, but simply because it's forbidden I want it!  Driving through the smell of grilling burgers and frying potatoes, I find myself planning my "re-tox" diet of Chick-Fil-A and Sam Adams Summer Ale (well, not together).  I have to trust that the next 3 weeks will alleviate those cravings (it's not  "Whole 7" for a reason…!), and I keep reminding myself that hitting up a Wendy's drive though on Day 31 will probably induce immediate vomiting!

I'm looking forward to this week as it's supposed to be when everything mellows out and we start seeing the "fruit" (har!) of our discipline.  I really hope to see improvement in my energy and digestion so I can then recommend it to friends and family as personal testimony, not just research.  Here's to week 2!


Please ask me if you have any questions about recipes, where we get our food, and what we buy!

Whole 30 week 2.....here we come.